hi i really nee help im 18 yo gay in the closet and i really want to check out my friends cocks so how can i do that without them suspicous me
I can’t help you there, man. There are certainly situations, like locker rooms, where men get naked together without it being considered “weird” or “gay.” So conceivably, you could sneak a peak if you and your friend were in that kind of situation. But specifically because this person is your friend, I wouldn’t recommend trying too hard to catch a glimpse without his knowledge/permission. It’s totally natural to be curious about these things, but you don’t want to risk making a friendship awkward or losing it all together just to get a fleeting glimpse of your friend’s cock.